Friday, January 20, 2012

Dear Boy,

Boy,
I do not know who you are, or when and where we will meet, but I hope it will be soon.

I hope that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for being me and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. I hope you won’t compare me to those girls who may have brighter smiles than I and hoping for you to make me smile and be my source of laughter. I hope you will take care of me when I get sick and be trustworthy. If I have a bad day please shower me with confidence and smiles.

I hope that you will never get tired waiting for a nice jeep every time you send me home and that you will always remember that I am a little bit picky in choosing jeep. I hope you will remember that I prefer roses and that I love colour violet. Please know that I love eating and you may be spending lots of money for take-out or dine-in meals. I hope you understand that I find it sweet when you will be the one cooking dinner for me with a lovely table setting and a rose in the middle.

I hope that you will not get mad at me when I asked you where you are or have you eaten and not think of it that I don’t have trust in you; I always will. Please know that it makes me feel complete when I hear you saying the three words I always wanted for you to say; “I LOVE YOU” and that I will never fail to answer you “I LOVE YOU TOO”.

Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first but please do not be afraid to kiss me. It doesn’t mean that I don’t want to be kissed; I know your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date please don’t stress about where to take me; what’s important is that I will be with you.

If I cry, please don’t think that it’s because of you, just hold me close and I’ll heal quickly. And, if it’s because of you I’ll heal just the same. And if I say we break up, please understand that I may be bitter but I’d like to be your friend if you’ll let me.

Please tell me if anything I do bothers you or if something doesn’t seem right. I want you to be honest with me.

I hope you will not think that I am asking for too much. Please understand that I am a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish could tell you how or when we will meet and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a game of cards and I have never been lucky at cards. But I will do my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you.

I hope that when this time comes, we will pray that it will last for a lifetime and not just for a small span of time. Please take good care of yourself as we wait for each other.