보고싶다 Episode 6

EPISODE 6... (my favorite scene)

YEH ended up having to relive the painful memories again, she screamed and was in misery when YEH saw the rapist and recalled the traumatic experience that she thinks was already healed after14 years.

But when the rapist contacted her, I know she was ready for revenge.. go go go zoe...FIGHTINg!!!!

I cried a lot when YEH cried.. I also feel her pain..

ang proseso ng aking pagpapaganda.. :)

 FIRST MONTH...

SECOND MONTH

THIRD MONTH (last quarter)

FOURTH MONTH (first quarter)

YEH house in I Miss You

I MISS YOU Latest Stills from Episode 5

i hate the way im supposed to love you back

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I'm not too sure
How I'm supposed to feel
Or what I'm supposed to say
But I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
'Cause I'm coming in
With what I wanna say but
It's gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

It's just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

Remember two days
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

new door, new challenges, new beginning

New Door 2010

College is fundamentally difficult, but the struggle is all worth it. It is like going to a war, the kind of war that mainly challenges the insubstantial power of thought, gradually filling the missing fractions of human knowledge. We are given a choice of whether we want to stay and fight courageously to win or to decide for an ultimate surrender. To triumph promises a glorious endpoint after the struggle; but to fail means and endless fall to an abyss of ignorance. They say it’s anything but ordinary. But for us, it is a memory we will always keep. It is a flashback in which the graduates will realize their true capabilities. It is the yardstick to judge their growth by. It is a life, a mirror, a new door. 

Graduation is just a new door that was opened for us to begin ding responsibilities with discipline and dedication in order to reach the goal of success. Not to mention the gratifying feeling of self fulfilment as we find ourselves rich with experiences and knowledge. Victory comes like a sweet kiss of a morning drizzle. There are countless factors that make on successful, someday we would find ourselves open to wide range of opportunities like excellent job offers or we may even own a business or a professional practice that would make us famous. We have been trained and prepared with the knowledge and skills necessary for us to take part in the quest for better life, all we just have to do is to make a little sacrifice for a lifetime of rewards. Like me, no one in this world wants to live in a mediocre kind of life. Everyone, of course, desires money, fame and respect. This is the time in our life that we start to assume adult responsibilities.

We will shift to another paradigm, things have changed and civilizations have evolved. It is not anymore a question of whether one has a degree or not. It is now a question of what we learned; this learning will take the driver’s seat and the steering wheel. It is ready to take us to a joyride of new discoveries, a broader horizon of challenges to test the strength of our desire to pursue better life. Aim high and be confident and have self reliance in doing it, and couple it with interest and strong determination because we will be facing another challenging chapter of our life. For sure, we will be entering into another world of problems, but also a world of many challenges and opportunities that will make our life worth living. May our degree unlock many doors to well deserve success, to happy ending and new beginnings.

Just keep in mind that whatever happen walk into the new door with a proud face. God bless guys and be the pride of our Alma Mater.

Cherry Ann Montejo

Editor-in Chief, NEw DOor 2010

what da....

I feel helpless. I already felt this thing when I was in college. When I was in love and got broken. When I felt my first heartache and now it still aches the same. I hate to feel this but damn it, I’m really feeling it. I feel very down and ignored. I feel very sad that I wanted to shout and cry.

Why?

DBONDS summer escaps...

indeed....it was all Fun FUN FuN!!!!!


DBONDS DAY 1 summer outder..:) @ fernandes beach resort
------walang tulugan sa ka chichika...
------daghan au mga word of the day na nahibal.an
----------sama sa
------EVERSINCE!!!yes but NO!!!! ug uban pa..ahhahaha

DBONDS DAY 2 summer outder..:) @ hagimit falls
--------kay wala man na satisfy sa day 1 events..---------
-----na shock kay abi nako ug libre ang entrance sa kauban ug sa dihang
-------KKB diay...hurut ang kwrta..:(

I say THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU

This time I committed a big mistake with you my friend Lord. I know that sometimes I took you for granted and that I tend to forget calling you. These were the times that I am happy and I know that this sounds unfair; this alone makes me unworthy to be called your good child. But despite all the things I made you still lends your hand willingly unto me. You never fail to provide me with better things and for that I bow my head and say thanks.

Yes, I get mad in times when you forgot to give me what I wanted. Those were the times I questions your love and my faith. I keep on thinking that perhaps you don’t consider me important and that you just took me for granted. And I was wrong, really wrong. I am sorry because I am not matured enough to face the truth that the things I want was not meant to be mine and that it is still not the right time. I know friend lord that you have plans for me and for that I trust you. I now embrace the fact that I should learn how to wait; wait for the perfect time and I’m sure I will be happy, as happy as I expected it will be.

I am very much happy that I still found YOU every time I felt that I am left behind; that you are still their smiling and very much willing to embrace me when I feel down and depressed. I thank you LORD for walking with me and helping me to stand up every downfall.

And now, I can say that I am blessed LORD that I can see you in sorrow and in happiness, every hour and every day and that when I pray I can see and feel your presence. And for these entire things lord I say THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU.

one WRONG word

One One word will change everything..
Changes the friendship…
Changes the love you felt …and
Changes the trust you both built together…
Or maybe it will just simply turn you into a monster… well I don’t really mean that ‘monster word’..


It was just months ago when all of a sudden this one WRONG WORD changes us to a different individuals.
We utter words of anger that makes everyone gone mad.
We have done things that make us foolish.
We have ruined the inner peace in our hearts.
And
We make everyone angry. Leaving us terrible and bitter. 





word will change everything..

Dear Boy,

Boy,
I do not know who you are, or when and where we will meet, but I hope it will be soon.

I hope that when we meet and fall in love, you will love me for being me and not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. I hope you won’t compare me to those girls who may have brighter smiles than I and hoping for you to make me smile and be my source of laughter. I hope you will take care of me when I get sick and be trustworthy. If I have a bad day please shower me with confidence and smiles.

I hope that you will never get tired waiting for a nice jeep every time you send me home and that you will always remember that I am a little bit picky in choosing jeep. I hope you will remember that I prefer roses and that I love colour violet. Please know that I love eating and you may be spending lots of money for take-out or dine-in meals. I hope you understand that I find it sweet when you will be the one cooking dinner for me with a lovely table setting and a rose in the middle.

I hope that you will not get mad at me when I asked you where you are or have you eaten and not think of it that I don’t have trust in you; I always will. Please know that it makes me feel complete when I hear you saying the three words I always wanted for you to say; “I LOVE YOU” and that I will never fail to answer you “I LOVE YOU TOO”.

Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first but please do not be afraid to kiss me. It doesn’t mean that I don’t want to be kissed; I know your kisses will be perfect. When we go on a date please don’t stress about where to take me; what’s important is that I will be with you.

If I cry, please don’t think that it’s because of you, just hold me close and I’ll heal quickly. And, if it’s because of you I’ll heal just the same. And if I say we break up, please understand that I may be bitter but I’d like to be your friend if you’ll let me.

Please tell me if anything I do bothers you or if something doesn’t seem right. I want you to be honest with me.

I hope you will not think that I am asking for too much. Please understand that I am a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish could tell you how or when we will meet and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a game of cards and I have never been lucky at cards. But I will do my best to be kind and love you dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much from you.

I hope that when this time comes, we will pray that it will last for a lifetime and not just for a small span of time. Please take good care of yourself as we wait for each other.