3 idiots

Don’t quit but stay on to your passions however tough the path might be. Whenever you are faced with problems console yourself by saying that ‘All is Well’.

My friends keep on telling me to watch this movie because it was a very good bollywood movie. I don’t have this feeling of urgency to watch because I don’t like the lead characters. But when I got the time and perfect timing to watch it, there’s only one thing I can say, two thumps up for 3 idiots.

It made me cry, gosh, my friends are right. I really need to watch it before making a judgement. It’s telling us to pursue what makes us happy. We went to school for the joy of learning and not for pressure. No degree meant no plum job and don’t care if you are first or last as long as you are happy, then success will follow...

*****thumbs up to the movie 3 idiots..a must seen movie..

Somehow...

Do I really need to have someone right now? Is it really a need or just what I wanted? I’ve been trying to figure things out. What do I really need in my life now? I have this wonderful life now. I don’t need to waste time thinking of any school projects. I have already a job which supports only me and nothing else due to some society crisis. LOL. I have friends which make me happy and in some ways makes me think that I am really special.

Somehow, things that I don’t see bother me for some stupid reasons, I don’t have it and I want to have one. I have questions that need a lifetime before it will be given an answer and answers that need questions.

a deep and sudden realization...

This time I realized something very important that I always take for granted. I know I am special in some ways people sees that I don’t see. It takes too long for me to realize these things but not too late to know that I possess such qualities.
For times now, I have been the source of jokes and a good example of a person that they love to make fun of. Sometimes, I try to take every silly thing they do (not to silly) and get a little bit annoyed.

There are also moments that I prefer to keep silent just for them to stop making fun of me. But sometimes I just love what they do and I love it now. It is because one person close to me helps me realize those things. I realize that I should never stops throwing jokes, however horrible or nonsense it may seem. For I know, me without uttering a single word makes a cheerless moment and even with a single word can make the word a nicer place to live in.

comments from my thread in facebook..

sometimes...

Sometimes, I want to feel the love of a man. In rare moments, I find myself wishing for a guy who can treat me as an equal yet love me with passion. And the passion is not sex. It’s the passion born out of love. Someone who is willing to be with me as I find myself.

Pero wala akong makitang lalaking ganoon. I have this fear that men meant for me doesn’t exist. Maybe I was afraid to be alone. What a sad life. Don’t call me pathetic. I don’t need a man. It’s just that maybe I just want to experience that little bit of happiness brought by the love of a man. But not just any man would do. I am not asking for everything. Its only the love, the passion, freely given at hindi demanded. And of course, that man must be a real man.

I want a man who understands me, na makakausap ko ng hindi ako mahihiya. Mali ba na gustuhin ko ang ganoon? God can’t seem to hear me. so, if you have accidentally read this, can you tell him for me? He should at least erase this yearning, this silly dream.

I am prepared to be alone, maybe. Living alone and dying alone doesn’t frighten me. What frighten me is leaving this world without ever feeling loved even for a moment.

Someone ask me out.....for a drink(sigh)

Someone ask me out for a drink. Half of me wanted to go. It’s also been awhile. But, I am at the abstinence stage for now. Trying hard to be a good daughter and a citizen as well.

This is my last day

This is my last day. This could be my last day. I get sad if I think of it. A while ago, I bumped into an old colleague. I’m happy to know that he already get what he wanted. It’s really true that when you want something you will really have it in the end. Eagerness is what I wanted. Well, I think so. I don’t want to try for I am afraid of taking the risk in the end.

virtual friends..

Today is another day...Well, still wished for it. I have already found some friends..virtually…hehehe…we may not be physically talking but still they made my day more enjoyable. I hope that this will be a good start. I’m afraid for if I get hired, I will be choosing a graveyard shift. And that would mean that we will still remain virtual friends..

Its not purely work after all

This is supposed to be my third day in my tryout at a certain company. It is a hot sunny Wednesday. Unfortunately, I still need to end another 2 days here. I like what I’m doing. Its not purely work after all. I can still browse over the net. I can still have time to take my merienda. But what I don’t feel is the scenario inside the workplace. No one is talking. Every one is busy holding their mouse and looking straight at their monitors. Ako pa naman yong taong ayaw tumahimik. I think I am an example of a girl na makakakita ng frend kahit saan. But it didn’t work here.
Yes, I am happy because I have been dreaming of this work. I know it defines me. I still remember when I had my first interview. Someone ask me if I don’t consider my writing skill as one of my strength. Hmmmm…It’s one of my passion. Does strength and passion make a difference? Well, I don’t know.

leet speak

Leet, also known as eleet or leetspeak, is an alternative alphabet for the English language that is used primarily on the Internet.
It uses various combinations of ASCII characters to replace Latinate letters. For example, leet spellings of the word leet include 1337 and l33t; eleet may be spelled 31337 or 3l33t.
The term leet is derived from the word elite. The leet alphabet is a specialized form of symbolic writing. Leet may also be considered a substitution cipher, although many dialects or linguistic varieties exist in different online communities.
The term leet is also used as an adjective to describe formidable prowess or accomplishment, especially in the fields of online gaming and in its original usage, computer hacking.

can someone translate this??
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from...wikipedia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leet)

can't we try...???

Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try to understand
That it's love we're fighting for
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside