itsmechenchen

at times I feel absolutely sure that I should end this foolishness.
in fact, i feel it’s the only sensible thing to do.
and other times i feel that ending IT is a matter of life and death..
that there’s a lot i get from it that i don’t want to throw away..
the worst part is, whatever i do, i just can’t still end this.

it can be very hard to stop learning a subject and continue living your life
even if you already know that every time you did, you always fail..
and every time you fail, it’s bad for you..
the bad i’m talking about is the one that are dead ends.
those are attachments who are painfully unattainable.
for the reason that it is not really for you.
often, the reason people do not find a satisfying and happy life
is their inability to let go and move on
and find something that will fit them.

prisoner of our own mind????

YES, we are…
we speak and act as if there is someone to hold us..
but, the fact is that,
we don’t know that
there is always a wide open door for us to step outside..
and yet,
as desperately unhappy as we are,
we hold back!!
why??
because we are afraid to be hurt and
accept the fact that the profession(course)
we want to own is not that easy to have..